Aware of each passing moment.
Each second.
The next tick,
Next beat, quarter note
Of the song in my head
Playing on, without end.
Maybe if I listen on,
I’ll get lost in my thoughts,
And fall into a serene sleep.
Fall as gravity pulls me down,
Or does it not pull at all,
But play out as a moment,
Just as we fall through time?
Each minute.
The red numerals
Change again; among the dark
They are a harsh truth,
Illuminating how long it’s been
Insinuating I’ve looked again,
Instead of kept my head down.
Counting on, and listening,
The music still persisting,
The wonders keep on listing,
Mind wandering, insisting:
Just fall beyond the edge.
Each hour.
The restless silence
Is filled by my mind,
And spilled by my mind
Are emotions of every kind;
I’m loving, then hurting,
Overwhelming my exhaustion,
And time can’t be stopped,
The space overfilling,
I’m further far failing
With every passing feeling
Just always falling to dread.
Awakening not to morning light,
But aware it is there–
I finally fall asleep.
Unaware, I am free.