Starting where I was,
One moment I had witnessed
Many more still yet to come.
Everything that I’d become.
Too much to put into words;
His music was enough.
In this, I found my purpose.
Now and then, it is the same,
Growing still with every passing day.
Now I look back, and wonder if
Events unfolded in any other way,
Would I have not found my path?
Landing on my windowsill
Only by mere chance,
Of all the other resting places
How did you happen here?
Did you ever plan to stay so long?
Could you’ve imagined it this way?
I’m ever grateful that you may stay,
And ever grateful still to fate.
To be seen, and stay here the same;
To be forgotten, hiding in plain sight.
Upon all untouched, the dust came;
Only remembered when taken out of sight.
Is to stay
And waste away;
Leave just a trace,
Live even less;
But we’re not happy that way.
Graffiti on industrial walls,
Writing in restroom stalls,
Transmissions of encoded sound,
Little papers left to be found,
Printed notes in a public place,
Text written in an open space,
Poster board collages of script,
Message board forum post crypt,
Carvings into granite stone,
None of it all her own,
She shares His Word.
A crone and widowed bride,
She has no one else at her side.
Quite nearly overtaken by grief,
She looked to faith for relief.
Not having what she planned to find,
It brought a new thought to her mind.
No ancient book could ever outdo
How his poetry rang to her so true.
To serve her God, still up above
Would be dedicated to her love.
He will be heard.
I want them all to be happy.
I want to be happy.
I just want… could I find a balance
And appease them all?
I think humans are wonderful
I think they’re horrible
I just think… could I form a family
I don’t push apart as well?
I’m not just afraid to die,
I’m afraid for my legacy to die.
I’m afraid for yours.
Am I enough?
Am I just
the universe thinks
we’re neurons in a network
hexis in nexus
all is intertwined
hence, as above, so below
through scaled dimensions
rise, light, fall and dark,
rise again so on for all
all the self fulfills
one cannot exist
without still another side
making them the same
numbers fall in time
beat, tone, light, and force
nothing’s without cause
reason always must exist
all actions affect
gender’s of the mind
soul is layered with body
all in your control