I wish you knew–
No, I wish I knew.
I wish I knew who to be.
I don’t, oh well.
I should be happy now.
I’m sorry about that.
I should have never fallen in love.
I wish I could take things back.
And that idea in itself is a hurtful one to me.
Should I have never loved at all?
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I wish you kne–
I wish I kn–
I don’t..
I see the cycle coming to a second closing.
I’m going to lose you again.
We both know I deserve it.
To be abandoned.
Maybe I can break the cycle if instead,
Although this idea is a hurtful one to me,
I push you away first.
–
I’ve lost
It
Entirely.
Do you see?
Get
Away
From me.
I love you.
I hate me.
Save yourself now and let me be the despair I am.
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Just let me go– no,
I need to let go– no,
I don’t want to let go– though,
It doesn’t matter what I do.
You don’t love me.
You don’t like me.
I am hell.
I want to save it.
I want to
I want
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